I have just Given an Interview for 2 companies one is a consulting company and other is a startup. I cannot post this elsee where and No body reads my stupid blog anyway as these are my thoughts, what I think where I am and what I want to do about it basically yapping. Firstly I am disappointed in me because I just had a call with the cofounder of some startup and He told me that He was excited to talk to me after seeing my resume and was dissappointed talking to me as He basically thought I was full of shit after talking to me. I understand why he might have felt that way , because I was actually shitting on my AI Experience. I have knowledge on How things work and have idea on How to make things work but was lacking that mote of actually working in a multi user systems and I was faking it to get atleast one opportunity where I can prove my skills and knowledge there. I think now have to switch gears and focus on building an application which actually serves rather than faking it. Its not like I had control over the projects I choose and work I can do at Infosys. I learned what all I can from whatever I got and This is one of the contributing reasons to why I left Infosys that I am not having any control over the engineering side decisions or have anyownership there. The only way to get that is to build something of my own and then to use that and get more stuff from there or build something of my own cause people just want to Hire somebody with proven Experience of dealing with products that are built with actual users instead of people who knwo stuff. I have failed to get into research because I have no research Experience, I think I am failing to get into Engineering because I just have knowledge which is useless in Engineering understandably. The only thing that is revolving after so many permutations and combinations is to sit down and work on a product and acquire users to use a product and prove that I am not full of shit.